dear ana

I wrote this at friday 20th may 2011, on my way to bandung from jakarta, and This sunday, you'll get married.. Yaaay! I'm very happy, exciting and nervous too.. I never though that your marriage will affects me this much! Hhh..
There's many questions in my head about that, first.. Then.. who will company me when weekend come??! Hhhh.. Seems I loose you like a mother who let her little girl married..
Second, why this life running so quickly than I though? Feels like yesterday when we late to wimpy's class,or talk about my fight with my boyfriend (well,it is yesterday,hhh).. Seems like I just got to said that I will pick you up at hongkie's place and hang out with other, or just the 2 of us.. Talking about some absurd people that we've known, or people whose not lucky in front of our eyes.. Hhh.. YOU always do that!
Third, what are you thinking now? I wonder.. I always know what you've thinking,but now,no idea at all..
And many questions..

What a life...

I do really want to hug you now.. tell you, this is it, a moment, once in a life time (hopefully), will change every single part in your life.. And beautifully, complete it in mysterious ways..

I promise to let you always know, that I'll be here when you need me, for move on, or just for remember our memories..

With so much love,
Just me.. S.